I couldn’t make it back here.. I don’t think that I’m even fully here right now. I was displeased with how the trip was going so I ended up taking the rest of the bottle (terrible idea) and waiting to see what happened. (I was at around 1.7 grams all together for the past 24 hours after finishing the bottle.)
It came on slow, incredibly slow.. I didn’t have any of the typical signs, my hearing didn’t fuck up like it usually does, my voice sounded fine, my heart rate wasn’t even sped up. i was sitting on the computer, getting ready to post saying my tolerance must be too high and that it hasn’t done anything when all of a sudden - black. Everything is fucking black, I can’t see, why? Did I have my lights off? I’m sitting down at this point, I attempt to stand up but collapse, I do this three or four more times until I’m finally on my feet. The moment I stand up my vision returns and I’m not in my room. I can’t describe where I am, I feel terrible, sickly even; My vision is cloudy, it’s extremely hard to see and what I can see are distant shapes in the dark of this room. I’m getting so much audio stimulation that I can barely fucking handle it, sounds and voices from every direction. Faint whispers become screaming, I’ve never experienced this, I’ve never dealt with this in any of my trips. “What the fuck?” Is the only thing I can mutter, everything stops and I black out.
I wake up in my room, my clock is off (how?) my lights are on and I’m sitting in front of my computer. How long have I been out? Is the trip over? I grab my phone and look at the time, there is no time, my phone fades out of my hand. I feel, really bad, goosebumps throughout my body and a terrible feeling of impending doom all around me.. I hear scuttling and then I see them, translucent spiders begin swarming out from under my dresser, from out of the vents and from every fucking where. They’re all over me, biting at me, the hairs on their legs are sharp, I can’t brush them off without being stuck. I can hear my heart beating against the inside of my chest rapidly as I’m being devoured by these hallucinations. I’ve lost it, I can no longer tell the difference between reality and these hallucinations, I can’t even scream, I have no voice. I black out again, wake up in my bed. Nope. Wake up in my room. Nope. Where the fuck am I? I’m outside with my friends, at the movies, we’re going to see a midnight showing of some movie. I don’t know what movie it is, this doesn’t seem to bother me. We’re in the theater laughing and having a great time, it’s a comedy; The movie ends and we leave, we approach the doors leading to the entrance and they don’t open. I can’t open them, “what the fuck?” Everything stops moving, my friends fade away, the lights die one by one. Humanoid figures are skulking in the now dark theater - no, it’s no longer a theater, I have no idea where I am but I do know they’re watching me. I have a sensation throughout my entire body, of fear, excitement, doom, worry, panic and a million other emotions convoluted into one. My vision fades, I can’t see, I black out.
I wake up, I’m in my room in my bed. I can taste iron in my mouth, I spit into my hand and it’s all bloody. I bit into my lip apparently. I see a couple of spiders lowering themselves from the ceiling on strands of web, minding their own business. I look at the clock, it’s 5am? I’m still mildly hallucinating. I am exhausted, my body is in pain, every muscle is sore and it feels like I was in a car accident.
I pass out for hours, it feels like it has been days. I’ve only just woke up now. Nothing feels real to me anymore. I feel so hollow and empty.."